1 00:00:00,552 --> 00:00:02,278 [music playing] 2 00:00:03,865 --> 00:00:06,213 [theme music] 3 00:01:06,273 --> 00:01:11,692 HOST: All these recall an earlier hour, 4 00:01:11,795 --> 00:01:14,419 more vivid with life, a time when 5 00:01:14,522 --> 00:01:20,563 the future seemed without limit,almost like being in love. 6 00:01:24,981 --> 00:01:27,777 You've been in love. 7 00:01:27,880 --> 00:01:30,193 It's not that I've never fallen in. 8 00:01:30,297 --> 00:01:33,334 I've done it myself many, many times. 9 00:01:33,438 --> 00:01:35,440 And I have memories to prove it. 10 00:01:35,543 --> 00:01:39,029 Not flames, mind you. 11 00:01:39,133 --> 00:01:41,894 Not flames anymore. 12 00:01:41,998 --> 00:01:43,310 Embers. 13 00:01:43,413 --> 00:01:44,173 Comfort in the night. 14 00:01:47,141 --> 00:01:53,285 To love, to really love, one must 15 00:01:53,389 --> 00:02:00,361 let go of everything one knows,of everything one holds dear. 16 00:02:00,465 --> 00:02:03,916 One must open oneself up. 17 00:02:10,440 --> 00:02:13,754 [italian singing] 18 00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:32,600 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: Itstarted with a proposition. 19 00:02:32,704 --> 00:02:35,983 My father proposed that Ijoin the family business. 20 00:02:36,086 --> 00:02:39,331 It's one of the oldest cosmetic companies in the world. 21 00:02:39,435 --> 00:02:40,712 I declined. 22 00:02:40,815 --> 00:02:43,680 Wanted nothing to do with it,said I'd made my own plans. 23 00:02:43,784 --> 00:02:46,649 Not really. 24 00:02:46,752 --> 00:02:49,790 I was in between plans. 25 00:02:49,893 --> 00:02:54,415 Tried painting,photography, writing, drugs. 26 00:02:54,519 --> 00:02:56,693 Even got an acting agent. 27 00:02:56,797 --> 00:02:58,799 But at the end of the day,the only one I was good at 28 00:02:58,902 --> 00:02:59,800 was drugs. 29 00:02:59,903 --> 00:03:01,284 Heh. 30 00:03:01,388 --> 00:03:03,286 It was the best. 31 00:03:03,390 --> 00:03:05,288 Then came the big gloom. 32 00:03:05,392 --> 00:03:08,222 Everything got dark. 33 00:03:08,326 --> 00:03:13,193 I woke up in the emergencyroom, my folks standing over me. 34 00:03:13,296 --> 00:03:16,437 Dad's proposition becamean ultimatum-- three months 35 00:03:16,541 --> 00:03:19,371 in rehab or a first-class ticket to London 36 00:03:19,475 --> 00:03:23,030 for an international cosmetic conference. 37 00:03:23,133 --> 00:03:25,066 So here I am. 38 00:03:25,170 --> 00:03:27,379 London, November. 39 00:03:27,483 --> 00:03:29,036 Asian fags in cosmetics. 40 00:03:29,139 --> 00:03:31,763 SALESMAN: Why do we fight? 41 00:03:31,866 --> 00:03:33,040 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: God, I miss LA. 42 00:03:33,143 --> 00:03:35,387 Is it because of the product? 43 00:03:35,491 --> 00:03:38,839 No, the product is tested, proven. 44 00:03:38,942 --> 00:03:41,980 Celia here can well attest. 45 00:03:42,083 --> 00:03:43,188 Is it because of the clients? 46 00:03:43,292 --> 00:03:44,500 The clients are out there. 47 00:03:44,603 --> 00:03:45,846 And as you've seen, when the clients 48 00:03:45,949 --> 00:03:47,330 are exposed to theproduct, what do they do? 49 00:03:47,434 --> 00:03:48,228 They order more. 50 00:03:48,331 --> 00:03:49,677 [chuckle] 51 00:03:49,781 --> 00:03:50,644 It's not the product. 52 00:03:50,747 --> 00:03:53,233 It's not the clients. 53 00:03:53,336 --> 00:03:56,822 What does that leave? 54 00:03:56,926 --> 00:04:01,517 Let me quote, if I may, a very wise man. 55 00:04:01,620 --> 00:04:09,594 He said, quote, "The markinside was come upon him. 56 00:04:09,697 --> 00:04:14,495 On man, that's a rumble no one can call. 57 00:04:14,599 --> 00:04:20,846 The mark inside, he means you!" 58 00:04:20,950 --> 00:04:21,744 Yeah. 59 00:04:21,847 --> 00:04:22,952 You in the movies? 60 00:04:23,055 --> 00:04:24,194 No, no. 61 00:04:24,298 --> 00:04:25,161 [chuckle] 62 00:04:25,265 --> 00:04:26,300 No, no. 63 00:04:26,404 --> 00:04:28,613 But you are from LA, right? 64 00:04:28,716 --> 00:04:30,684 Yeah. 65 00:04:30,787 --> 00:04:34,308 [SINGING] The soft you tread-- 66 00:04:34,412 --> 00:04:36,828 James, do you, uh, partake? 67 00:04:36,931 --> 00:04:37,725 [sigh] 68 00:04:37,829 --> 00:04:38,692 No, no. 69 00:04:38,795 --> 00:04:40,314 No thanks. 70 00:04:40,418 --> 00:04:42,903 I'm here specifically to avoid the bad influence 71 00:04:43,006 --> 00:04:46,251 of people lacking moralfiber and social standing. 72 00:04:46,355 --> 00:04:47,528 [laughter] 73 00:04:47,632 --> 00:04:49,841 Fucking A. You've come to the right place. 74 00:04:49,944 --> 00:04:52,361 Yeah, to my lad from Los Angeles 75 00:04:52,464 --> 00:04:55,295 and an evening full of debauchery and mischief. 76 00:04:55,398 --> 00:04:57,020 [laughing] 77 00:04:57,124 --> 00:04:57,918 Cheers. 78 00:05:01,439 --> 00:05:02,232 Oh, god. 79 00:05:02,336 --> 00:05:04,718 Come on, guys. 80 00:05:04,821 --> 00:05:06,789 I know the perfect place for our quest. 81 00:05:06,892 --> 00:05:09,239 [music playing] 82 00:05:41,686 --> 00:05:42,549 Pretty, isn't she? 83 00:05:50,660 --> 00:05:52,110 You don't smoke cock, do ya? 84 00:05:52,213 --> 00:05:53,145 No, no. 85 00:05:53,249 --> 00:05:54,043 Thank God for that. 86 00:05:54,146 --> 00:05:54,940 Name's Dean. 87 00:05:55,044 --> 00:05:58,254 I like pussy meself. 88 00:05:58,358 --> 00:05:59,807 Jesus H. Christ, look at 'em. 89 00:05:59,911 --> 00:06:00,705 Look. 90 00:06:03,777 --> 00:06:05,330 I've been dying for a pissfor the last two hours, 91 00:06:05,434 --> 00:06:06,711 only I can't on account of me faggot 92 00:06:06,814 --> 00:06:07,781 alarm's gone off the meter. 93 00:06:07,884 --> 00:06:10,300 Heh. 94 00:06:10,404 --> 00:06:12,337 Got me wound so tight, I couldn't even fucking 95 00:06:12,441 --> 00:06:13,373 shove me pinkie up me ass. 96 00:06:16,928 --> 00:06:17,722 Pretty, isn't she? 97 00:06:21,415 --> 00:06:22,727 Yeah. 98 00:06:22,830 --> 00:06:24,487 Yeah. 99 00:06:24,591 --> 00:06:25,454 Stick around. 100 00:06:25,557 --> 00:06:26,696 Watch the show. 101 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:28,077 Have a couple of beers. 102 00:06:28,180 --> 00:06:31,287 Come watch the swords. 103 00:06:31,391 --> 00:06:33,496 She's from the Middle East. 104 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:34,670 Very, very exotic. 105 00:06:37,569 --> 00:06:39,191 Thanks a lot. 106 00:06:39,295 --> 00:06:41,953 So don't forget, ladies and gentlemen. 107 00:06:42,056 --> 00:06:45,128 Buy drinks and tip big, because the girls 108 00:06:45,232 --> 00:06:48,822 are working hard this morning. 109 00:06:48,925 --> 00:06:51,411 And now, without further delay, allow 110 00:06:51,514 --> 00:06:54,586 me to present to you-- pleaseput your hands together 111 00:06:54,690 --> 00:06:57,382 for the lovely Musidora! 112 00:06:57,486 --> 00:07:00,143 [one person cheers and claps] 113 00:07:03,077 --> 00:07:05,252 DEAN: You people, with your nipple rings, 114 00:07:05,355 --> 00:07:08,324 genital rings, you think you know body piercing. 115 00:07:08,428 --> 00:07:10,775 Well, let me tell you, youdon't know body piercing. 116 00:07:10,878 --> 00:07:12,673 Get on with it, you fucking asshole. 117 00:07:12,777 --> 00:07:13,640 DEAN: So who'll be first? 118 00:07:13,743 --> 00:07:15,918 No partakers? 119 00:07:16,021 --> 00:07:21,061 Then allow me to make the firstdemonstration of the swords! 120 00:07:21,164 --> 00:07:24,961 [MUSIC - THE TIGER LILLIES, "WHORE"] 121 00:07:37,422 --> 00:07:43,670 [SINGING] You are my whore,even now, old and poor. 122 00:07:43,773 --> 00:07:50,504 You're the one that my twisted heart adores. 123 00:07:50,608 --> 00:07:51,954 [scattered applause] 124 00:07:52,057 --> 00:07:53,956 You are my whore. 125 00:07:54,059 --> 00:07:57,960 Like a dog, I will gnaw. 126 00:07:58,063 --> 00:08:02,412 You're the one that my twisted heart adores. 127 00:08:02,516 --> 00:08:03,448 Bullshit! 128 00:08:03,552 --> 00:08:04,898 [MUSIC - THE TIGER LILLIES, "WHORE"] 129 00:08:05,001 --> 00:08:09,350 [SINGING] You're the one that my twisted heart-- 130 00:08:09,454 --> 00:08:11,663 the one that my twisted heart-- 131 00:08:11,767 --> 00:08:13,044 [scattered applause] - Yay! 132 00:08:13,147 --> 00:08:14,286 [MUSIC - THE TIGER LILLIES, "WHORE"] 133 00:08:14,390 --> 00:08:16,841 [SINGING] The one that my twisted heart adores. 134 00:08:16,944 --> 00:08:19,464 All we need now is aparticipant from the audience, 135 00:08:19,568 --> 00:08:21,984 a volunteers to experience the thrusting of steel 136 00:08:22,087 --> 00:08:23,088 on the flesh. 137 00:08:23,192 --> 00:08:24,296 Oh, come on. 138 00:08:24,400 --> 00:08:26,126 For a reasonable 5 pounds, come up here 139 00:08:26,229 --> 00:08:27,679 and give Musidora tore poke. 140 00:08:27,783 --> 00:08:28,991 Oi! 141 00:08:29,094 --> 00:08:30,648 Throw a fucking 10 in. 142 00:08:30,751 --> 00:08:31,545 Aha. 143 00:08:31,649 --> 00:08:33,892 A courageous one at last. 144 00:08:33,996 --> 00:08:34,755 Take a sword, sir. 145 00:08:38,518 --> 00:08:40,589 Anywhere-- I can stick her anywhere, right? 146 00:08:40,692 --> 00:08:42,004 Anywhere in the midriff. 147 00:08:46,077 --> 00:08:47,181 Oh, come on, then. 148 00:08:56,190 --> 00:08:56,984 Fuck! 149 00:09:01,023 --> 00:09:01,920 Yes! 150 00:09:02,024 --> 00:09:03,301 That is fucking unbelievable! 151 00:09:03,404 --> 00:09:04,371 Get your skinny ass out of here! 152 00:09:04,474 --> 00:09:05,855 Get another brave soul up here! 153 00:09:05,959 --> 00:09:07,443 Dude, you've had your [inaudible]. 154 00:09:07,547 --> 00:09:10,342 Fuck off. 155 00:09:10,446 --> 00:09:11,792 Come on, back row. 156 00:09:11,896 --> 00:09:13,207 Come on. 157 00:09:13,311 --> 00:09:15,520 Come up and give Musidora a poke. 158 00:09:15,624 --> 00:09:16,625 Feel of steel thrusting into her. 159 00:09:16,728 --> 00:09:17,833 Wait, James, get up here now! 160 00:09:17,936 --> 00:09:19,075 [MUSIC - THE TIGER LILLIES, "WHORE"] 161 00:09:19,179 --> 00:09:20,560 [SINGING] You are my whore-- 162 00:09:20,663 --> 00:09:22,285 Oi, oi, get your fuckinghands off my swords! 163 00:09:22,389 --> 00:09:23,355 Fuck off! 164 00:09:23,459 --> 00:09:24,287 [MUSIC - THE TIGER LILLIES, "WHORE"] 165 00:09:24,391 --> 00:09:25,426 [SINGING] --even now, old and poor. 166 00:09:25,530 --> 00:09:26,738 You're the one that my twisted heart adores. 167 00:09:26,842 --> 00:09:29,741 [sniffing] 168 00:09:29,845 --> 00:09:30,708 [whap] 169 00:09:33,365 --> 00:09:36,817 Each ingredient is there for a reason. 170 00:09:36,921 --> 00:09:39,406 Each accomplishes a specific task. 171 00:09:39,509 --> 00:09:42,961 And they work with one anotherto bring results far greater 172 00:09:43,065 --> 00:09:45,861 than each one separately. 173 00:09:45,964 --> 00:09:48,139 Let me give you one example. 174 00:09:48,242 --> 00:09:51,487 Vitamin E is a potent antioxidant. 175 00:09:51,591 --> 00:09:54,455 But without the help of mineral selenium, 176 00:09:54,559 --> 00:09:57,562 vitamin E can break down long before it 177 00:09:57,666 --> 00:09:59,460 reaches the bloodstream. 178 00:09:59,564 --> 00:10:02,394 [music playing] 179 00:10:08,435 --> 00:10:11,403 You missed the end of the show last night. 180 00:10:11,507 --> 00:10:13,785 The finale. 181 00:10:13,889 --> 00:10:15,545 I had to, uh-- I had to get up early today. 182 00:10:18,652 --> 00:10:19,998 What do you have? 183 00:10:20,102 --> 00:10:21,897 A pint, half? 184 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:22,898 Tea. 185 00:10:23,001 --> 00:10:23,761 Tea? 186 00:10:26,798 --> 00:10:28,593 Tea, please, mate. 187 00:10:28,697 --> 00:10:32,839 We're doing it again tonight,you know, early, 10:00 PM. 188 00:10:32,942 --> 00:10:36,290 Since you missed your chancelast night, it's on the house. 189 00:10:39,328 --> 00:10:41,917 Your friend, he had it coming. 190 00:10:42,020 --> 00:10:45,092 He-- he demonstrated suchlittle respect for the art form, 191 00:10:45,196 --> 00:10:46,818 for my Musidora here. 192 00:10:46,922 --> 00:10:48,613 I had to straighten him out. 193 00:10:48,717 --> 00:10:53,756 I mean, it felt fucking great, I must admit. 194 00:10:53,860 --> 00:10:55,689 Did you enjoy the show last night? 195 00:10:55,793 --> 00:10:56,794 You rushed out in such a hurry. 196 00:10:56,897 --> 00:10:58,450 We didn't get a chance to inquire. 197 00:10:58,554 --> 00:10:59,659 Yeah. 198 00:10:59,762 --> 00:11:00,625 The show was fine. 199 00:11:07,908 --> 00:11:12,395 What would you say to a private show? 200 00:11:12,499 --> 00:11:15,433 A show just for you? 201 00:11:15,536 --> 00:11:16,641 We accommodate you. 202 00:11:16,745 --> 00:11:19,195 You compensate me. 203 00:11:19,299 --> 00:11:24,028 In your own home, Musidorawith her swords or without. 204 00:11:24,131 --> 00:11:25,788 Now, a private show will cost a little bit more. 205 00:11:25,892 --> 00:11:27,825 Well, it would, wouldn't it? 206 00:11:27,928 --> 00:11:31,207 But you'd have her all to yourself. 207 00:11:31,311 --> 00:11:32,174 She could be with you tonight. 208 00:11:35,349 --> 00:11:37,800 She could be with you at midnight. 209 00:11:37,904 --> 00:11:39,629 And she wouldn't have to hobble away either. 210 00:11:43,012 --> 00:11:45,843 Let's call it 100 pound. 211 00:11:45,946 --> 00:11:47,085 Are we on? 212 00:11:47,189 --> 00:11:49,432 Got a good price for it? 213 00:11:49,536 --> 00:11:51,331 It's a hotel. 214 00:11:51,434 --> 00:11:55,300 DEAN: Oh, Musidora would love to meet you there. 215 00:11:55,404 --> 00:11:59,511 [WHISPERING] And she can goslow if she wants to, as well. 216 00:11:59,615 --> 00:12:01,893 So we got a deal? I'll tell you what. 217 00:12:01,997 --> 00:12:05,310 For you, we'll call it 90 pound. 218 00:12:05,414 --> 00:12:06,760 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: I've been with other girls 219 00:12:06,864 --> 00:12:09,418 before, girls who could easily model my father's 220 00:12:09,521 --> 00:12:12,317 beauty products and did. 221 00:12:12,421 --> 00:12:15,148 Musidora was different-- nostunning features to speak 222 00:12:15,251 --> 00:12:17,771 of, exceptionally average. 223 00:12:17,875 --> 00:12:21,671 But there was more to her--an intangible essence, 224 00:12:21,775 --> 00:12:24,122 a strangeness, like the swords. 225 00:12:31,233 --> 00:12:32,130 [knock on door] 226 00:12:36,721 --> 00:12:37,618 Evening, sir. 227 00:12:44,177 --> 00:12:45,074 [cough] 228 00:12:48,837 --> 00:12:49,630 There you go. 229 00:12:56,983 --> 00:12:59,019 You're soaked. Can I get you a towel? 230 00:13:08,442 --> 00:13:09,236 Here. 231 00:13:16,312 --> 00:13:17,624 What would you like me to begin with? 232 00:13:25,287 --> 00:13:27,979 Where would you like to begin? 233 00:13:28,083 --> 00:13:30,154 James. 234 00:13:30,257 --> 00:13:31,672 My name, James. 235 00:13:35,849 --> 00:13:36,643 James. 236 00:13:46,239 --> 00:13:48,620 Where would you like to begin, James? 237 00:13:54,730 --> 00:13:56,697 May I? 238 00:13:56,801 --> 00:13:57,595 Yeah. 239 00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:23,552 Not on the mouth. 240 00:14:28,177 --> 00:14:29,523 Dean said, no kissing on the mouth. 241 00:14:32,733 --> 00:14:33,527 Sorry. 242 00:14:37,635 --> 00:14:38,532 Do you want this? 243 00:14:41,432 --> 00:14:42,191 What would you like? 244 00:15:01,728 --> 00:15:04,593 I can take off my shoes. 245 00:15:04,696 --> 00:15:06,077 Or I can keep them on. 246 00:15:15,190 --> 00:15:16,053 Anything you want. 247 00:15:22,162 --> 00:15:23,025 What do you want? 248 00:15:27,133 --> 00:15:27,996 We can do the swords. 249 00:15:32,586 --> 00:15:33,967 It doesn't hurt, you know? 250 00:15:38,558 --> 00:15:39,455 I'm in a spell. 251 00:15:39,559 --> 00:15:42,458 I can't feel it. 252 00:15:42,562 --> 00:15:43,459 It doesn't hurt me. 253 00:15:48,637 --> 00:15:51,916 We can have sex. 254 00:15:52,020 --> 00:15:53,918 You have to let me please you. 255 00:15:54,022 --> 00:15:57,542 It's been paid for. 256 00:15:57,646 --> 00:15:58,923 I want to please you. 257 00:16:03,134 --> 00:16:04,135 I have to make you happy. 258 00:16:12,523 --> 00:16:13,731 You have to let me please you. 259 00:16:17,183 --> 00:16:18,322 You'll be very angry if I don't. 260 00:16:44,348 --> 00:16:45,728 [door shutting] 261 00:16:45,832 --> 00:16:48,731 [departing footsteps] 262 00:16:48,835 --> 00:16:50,388 You fucked her? 263 00:16:50,492 --> 00:16:52,459 He fucked her. 264 00:16:52,563 --> 00:16:54,392 And he paid for it. 265 00:16:57,119 --> 00:17:01,468 Have you seen what thatfucking gorilla did to me? 266 00:17:01,572 --> 00:17:03,229 And you gave him money. 267 00:17:03,332 --> 00:17:05,093 What kind of fucking lot is that? 268 00:17:05,196 --> 00:17:07,785 I'll tell you, men are such bastards. 269 00:17:07,888 --> 00:17:09,097 FRIEND: Look at me, man. 270 00:17:09,200 --> 00:17:10,546 Every time I take a dump,I think my fucking head's 271 00:17:10,650 --> 00:17:11,444 going to explode. 272 00:17:14,102 --> 00:17:16,828 Chlorine in the water supply can be 273 00:17:16,932 --> 00:17:18,382 responsible for dry skin and-- 274 00:17:18,485 --> 00:17:19,969 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: Idon't know what to expect. 275 00:17:20,073 --> 00:17:21,626 SALESMAN: --can be responsible for this psoriasis. 276 00:17:21,730 --> 00:17:23,421 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: I justexpected it to be different. 277 00:17:23,525 --> 00:17:25,630 SALESMAN: This platinum catalyst-- 278 00:17:25,734 --> 00:17:27,149 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: Iexpected it to be better. 279 00:17:27,253 --> 00:17:29,531 --neutralizes the chlorine. 280 00:17:29,634 --> 00:17:32,637 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: There wasa strange coldness about her. 281 00:17:32,741 --> 00:17:34,087 But somehow, I wanted more. 282 00:17:34,191 --> 00:17:37,608 --so that skin can be skin again. 283 00:17:37,711 --> 00:17:40,990 [MUSIC - THE TIGER LILLIES, "WHORE"] 284 00:17:52,001 --> 00:17:57,800 [SINGING] You are mywhore, even old and poor. 285 00:17:57,904 --> 00:18:02,219 You're the one that my twisted heart adores. 286 00:18:06,292 --> 00:18:08,156 You are my whore. 287 00:18:08,259 --> 00:18:12,125 Like a dog, I will gnaw. 288 00:18:12,229 --> 00:18:16,543 You're the one that my twisted heart adores. 289 00:18:19,270 --> 00:18:25,069 You're the one that mytwisted heart-- you're the one 290 00:18:25,173 --> 00:18:31,938 that my twisted heart-- theone that my twisted heart-- 291 00:18:32,041 --> 00:18:34,906 the one that my twisted heart adores. 292 00:18:38,013 --> 00:18:43,329 You're the one that my twisted heart-- the one 293 00:18:43,432 --> 00:18:48,748 that my twisted heart-- theone my twisted heart adores. 294 00:18:48,851 --> 00:18:49,714 Ah, open. 295 00:18:49,818 --> 00:18:51,751 Ah. 296 00:18:51,854 --> 00:18:53,787 My father's from Shanghai. 297 00:18:53,891 --> 00:18:54,719 Hmm. 298 00:18:54,823 --> 00:18:56,445 Well, we moved around a lot. 299 00:18:56,549 --> 00:18:57,791 He was a missionary. - Yeah? 300 00:18:57,895 --> 00:18:58,689 Uh-huh. 301 00:18:58,792 --> 00:19:00,622 [giggling] 302 00:19:03,211 --> 00:19:05,109 How did you talk me into this? 303 00:19:05,213 --> 00:19:06,041 [chuckle] 304 00:19:07,974 --> 00:19:10,183 It looks good. 305 00:19:10,287 --> 00:19:11,598 My mother [inaudible]. 306 00:19:11,702 --> 00:19:12,496 Yeah? 307 00:19:12,599 --> 00:19:13,807 Mm-hmm. 308 00:19:13,911 --> 00:19:15,499 What about Dean? 309 00:19:15,602 --> 00:19:17,086 Dean's real name's Harold. 310 00:19:17,190 --> 00:19:18,950 [laughter] 311 00:19:19,951 --> 00:19:20,745 Harold. 312 00:19:20,849 --> 00:19:21,643 Mm-hmm. 313 00:19:21,746 --> 00:19:22,609 [giggling] 314 00:19:22,713 --> 00:19:24,853 Harold found me in Singapore. 315 00:19:24,956 --> 00:19:27,096 He was there with the Marines. 316 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:29,444 He gave me Musidora for a stage name. 317 00:19:29,547 --> 00:19:30,341 Musidora. 318 00:19:30,445 --> 00:19:33,344 Mm-hmm, Musidora. 319 00:19:33,448 --> 00:19:34,932 Said it was based on some freaky woman 320 00:19:35,035 --> 00:19:37,348 with the powers of immortality. 321 00:19:37,452 --> 00:19:40,248 Dean says I am a lot like her. 322 00:19:40,351 --> 00:19:43,665 He says I have this invisiblemembrane around me protecting 323 00:19:43,768 --> 00:19:45,391 me from the elements. 324 00:19:45,494 --> 00:19:49,015 Said I must have been born that way. 325 00:19:49,118 --> 00:19:51,638 Dean calls it a spell. 326 00:19:51,742 --> 00:19:54,296 The rules are, never challenge the spell. 327 00:19:56,919 --> 00:19:58,404 So I hope you didn't break it. 328 00:20:03,892 --> 00:20:07,033 That first night I saw you in the back row, 329 00:20:07,136 --> 00:20:10,070 you were my only audience. 330 00:20:10,174 --> 00:20:12,452 And that day in the pubwhen Dean sought you out, 331 00:20:12,556 --> 00:20:14,799 I was so nervous. 332 00:20:14,903 --> 00:20:17,181 I didn't think you'd agree. 333 00:20:17,285 --> 00:20:20,011 But you did. 334 00:20:20,115 --> 00:20:22,738 I don't think Dean would'vebeen too happy if he'd found out 335 00:20:22,842 --> 00:20:24,637 I was nervous. 336 00:20:24,740 --> 00:20:26,225 He says it's like the show. 337 00:20:26,328 --> 00:20:28,261 It's a job. 338 00:20:28,365 --> 00:20:32,196 You do it, you do it well, and you walk away. 339 00:20:32,300 --> 00:20:33,646 No emotional attachment. 340 00:20:38,513 --> 00:20:41,170 I don't think he'd be too happyif he found out about this. 341 00:20:41,274 --> 00:20:42,068 About what? 342 00:20:46,659 --> 00:20:47,453 This. 343 00:20:53,044 --> 00:20:54,701 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: I'vereplayed this scene in my mind 344 00:20:54,805 --> 00:20:56,013 a thousand times. 345 00:20:56,116 --> 00:20:59,292 And a thousand times, wekissed on that boat, 1 inch 346 00:20:59,396 --> 00:21:03,917 to the left, tilt of the headto the right, kiss on the lips. 347 00:21:04,021 --> 00:21:06,610 Could have been as easy as that, but it wasn't. 348 00:21:09,613 --> 00:21:11,339 I've never been good with commitment, 349 00:21:11,442 --> 00:21:15,584 and I felt Musidora waslooking for a commitment. 350 00:21:15,688 --> 00:21:18,587 But I I swear I never meant to hurt her. 351 00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:37,459 I have to get back now. 352 00:22:37,563 --> 00:22:38,943 He gets angry when I'm late. 353 00:22:55,546 --> 00:23:03,899 We're going to Glasgow tomorrow,Dean and I. Then [inaudible] 354 00:23:04,003 --> 00:23:04,900 after that. 355 00:23:11,493 --> 00:23:12,874 Tonight's our last show. 356 00:23:20,985 --> 00:23:22,366 Can you hear me, James? 357 00:23:29,442 --> 00:23:30,339 Did I disappoint you? 358 00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:48,323 I love you, James. 359 00:23:51,395 --> 00:23:55,295 [italian singing] 360 00:25:09,231 --> 00:25:11,130 Taxi! 361 00:25:11,233 --> 00:25:12,131 Taxi. 362 00:25:12,234 --> 00:25:13,132 Taxi. 363 00:25:13,235 --> 00:25:14,892 Fuck you! 364 00:25:14,996 --> 00:25:18,378 Now, without further delay,please put your hands together 365 00:25:18,482 --> 00:25:20,001 for the lovely Musidora. 366 00:25:23,798 --> 00:25:26,317 Now, ladies and gentlemen, allow me 367 00:25:26,421 --> 00:25:31,012 to be the first to make thedemonstration of the swords. 368 00:26:42,014 --> 00:26:44,499 No! 369 00:26:44,603 --> 00:26:45,396 No! 370 00:26:53,508 --> 00:26:56,235 JAMES [VOICEOVER]: I should have felt more. 371 00:26:56,338 --> 00:26:58,375 But it's strange I didn't. 372 00:26:58,478 --> 00:27:00,688 Or maybe I only allow myself the numbness 373 00:27:00,791 --> 00:27:03,898 that still remains to this day. 374 00:27:04,001 --> 00:27:07,108 Accountability, like my father said. 375 00:27:07,211 --> 00:27:11,008 We take responsibility for ouractions, and we live with it. 376 00:27:11,112 --> 00:27:14,563 In the end, a choice wasmade and a spell was broken. 377 00:27:14,667 --> 00:27:15,495 We live. 378 00:27:15,599 --> 00:27:16,393 We feel. 379 00:27:16,496 --> 00:27:17,912 We hurt. 380 00:27:18,015 --> 00:27:22,675 The world makes noexceptions, not even for her. 381 00:27:22,779 --> 00:27:26,092 [theme music] 382 00:27:26,196 --> 00:27:31,650 HOST: Love, the grandest hunger of all. 383 00:27:31,753 --> 00:27:33,375 Never easy. 384 00:27:33,479 --> 00:27:34,618 I know. 385 00:27:34,722 --> 00:27:35,515 I know. 386 00:27:39,381 --> 00:27:42,315 [speaking french] 387 00:27:42,419 --> 00:27:44,628 May I translate? 388 00:27:44,732 --> 00:27:49,944 Never the rose without the prick. 389 00:27:50,047 --> 00:27:53,361 [theme music] 390 00:28:06,857 --> 00:28:09,688 [music playing]